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6th January 2012

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Side Affects May Include….

As you know, I am off birth control. My first side affect hit me like a train. I am horny people. Really, really horny. It might also be because I currently have time off from work and am not so distracted. I believe its a combination that makes me want to jump on anything. My finger and I have become much closer over the past week. I have debated whether to give up my sacred body to the next thing with a penis. Or no penis. Hell, I don’t care.

So excited to see what other side affects I may experience later on in the month! Yay for having a woman’s body! 

3rd January 2012

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Getting off the Pill

I am on an airplane currently, and hoping the person in back of me choses not to be nosey and look at my laptop. 

A week ago I decided to stop taking birth control. I have two main reasons for this decision: 

1. I am not having sex. Why be on birth control if I am not getting any? I never liked the idea of pumping hormones into my body and I think it deserves a break. Maybe I will even loss a couple pounds :) The only concern: increase of cramps and PMS. 

     2. My historical sexual activity when off birth control. You see, whenever I decide to go off birth control because I am not having sex, I very soon start having sex again. Every time. I probably get more hornier when I am not on BC and when there is a will, theres a way. Of course I immediately begin the pill again. Safe sex is buy importante. 

Therefore, getting off birth control is positive either way. I either give my body a break from the hormones or I start having sex! Both are awesome although the ladder is definitely more awesome. My second reason has historically worked but I think this time it will be more of a challenge. At this point in my life, I am sadly not as easy anymore. It’s overall a great change of lifestyle, except the whole no-dick-in-my-life part. 

27th December 2011

Post reblogged from Libra Erratica with 24 notes

libraerratica:

I’ve gotten so used

to feeling uncomfortable;

And so comfortable

With being used.

Source: libraerratica

27th December 2011

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Real Life Porno Dilemma

I have read many articles (mostly Yahoo! and trashy magazines but whatever) about how men are unsatisfied in the sack because they have an unrealistic view of sex due to porn. I reflected on that theory recently, which lead me to a theory based on myself. Over the past five years, minus my couple boyfriends, I have fucked solely on the fact that I wanted to fuck the penis attached to the hot guy. I would never date the guys that I  have found myself in bed with. I only wanted to fuck them because when I saw thought “Shit, I would love to bang that dude”. (Minus Number Ten…he just talked about giving me lots of oral sex which convinced me). SO minus boyfriends and Number Ten, I have done it solely on physical appearance. 

Fast forward to my life now: I want to whole package baby. And not just the package downstairs. Like I want a legit personality. The dilemma is I am being a judgmental bitch on my dating website because the first thing I think is “Nope, wouldn’t wanna fuck him”. I need to find a balance. Yes, physical appearance is important but I need to start listening to the “Don’t judge a book by its cover” bullcrap. The problem is I created a real life porno fantasy where I have fucked super good looking guys (in my opinion) for the past 5 years. Is it possible to find both hotness and personality? Yes…but who knows how many awesomely awesome guys I will pass up while holding stupidly high expectations. I need to pop my porno bubble. 

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